The uglyness of so called perfection. I like complex structures and patterns. And math do help in many cases. But it implies strict rules which just don’t fit reality and live. Math is imperfect like our own understanding how the world realy works. I’m out off it. I don’t like my mind to be in such case. It’s a fuckin prison for the mind.
She remained not in her words, but in the wavering space surrounding them. Her rhythmic truth existed in an uneven tidal path, in those the depths between well-versed lines.
Woman does not emerge from a man’s rib’s, not ever, it’s he who emerges from her womb.
Nizar Qabbani
one of the greatest lies of patriarchy is claiming framing the father as the lifegiver
(via lilacmeadow)
legendofky-theradical asked:
theawakenedstate answered:
um you know it’s hard to say because originally I met him before I even awakened and he was a big part of what triggered my kundalini awakening, we broke up, I began dealing with my own dark night of the soul and got back together and THAT’s when I knew he was the one. Before I met him, I was suffering deeply in heart chakra issues such as self-worth, self-abuse and honestly gave up on love right before I met him due to various bad flings. In many ways i feel our relationship was originally karmic deep shadow work and transcended through our personal experiences. It was a very unexpected twist…
I definitely had intense dreams around that time of meeting of a masked stranger and when I first met him, it was like a spark went off and i SWEAR i knew him even though i never met him in my life, but i felt an instant connection before we even dated. I wrote poetry about him, i was also fascinated with his paintings as if i was magnetically drawn to him not even romantically just fascinated if that makes sense? This was in 2010 so my memory is a bit fuzzy lol.
I would say it is different for people because this is based on your own soul contract and divine counterpart. listen to your heart and what you feel from these signs. Sometimes a twin flame sign could also be a sign from your higher self urging you towards a heart opening which then would align you with your twin flame. I think it’s different for everyone because well you’re the one that is creating this experience. How do you wish to create it :)
love <3
I am wondering what your perspective is on meeting individuals with whom we have an apparent soul connection with upon meeting. Several years ago, I came across someone at a grocery store and I immediately felt a line of energy between us. I didn’t even see their face, just their body. It was so amazing and powerful! I immediately got so nervous that I ran away before I could try to face them at all. Apparently they had sensed something too because my friend who was with me noticed their body language as this was happening.
I’ve really felt perplexed since all of this occurred, often wondering how I could have avoided the panic I felt accompanied by a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I know I wasn’t afraid of them in the sense that they gave me a bad vibe or something. It was more of a problem I felt like I had with myself.
I’ve had some real, unrelated challenges in my life since then. Because of this, I’ve had many shifts in my perceptions and have experienced much soul growth but that experience continues to make me nervous.
Why I’m asking this is because I’ve been having an intuitive feeling that someone like this is going to come into my life again in the near future. Maybe even before the end of the year. I would really love to be able to be present for this person and avoid a full blown panic attack. I’ve regretted the reaction I had the first time.
When I’ve examined all of this closer, I’ve recalled initially having this response when I was very young and my parents would shame me and give me a hard time about people I was interested in, so much so that I stopped sharing any of my personal life with them. In light of all of this, I’m not sure what to do. When I try to work on this issue, it doesn’t seem to budge.
Many blessings to you. Your blog is a really incredible place!
— alrighti
Thank you, it means a lot!
In many ways I’ve always mused on how other people can be these “cosmic checkpoints” triggering something deep through the ripple of energy between the other person. For instance, my one friend only visits once in a blue moon and every time she comes, there is this big shift that takes place after in my personal life. it’s not necessarily the physical person, it’s the ripple they create through your cosmic checkpoint. Plain and simple, the vibration changes and shifts in consciousness.
These appear often during the awakening experience because you start mirroring your energy more and more into your material world. So in reality it’s not truthfully about this physical person, what you felt is an internal feeling arising within YOU. The thing coming…is you. :) The fact that this person’s energy affected you so strongly is also an indication they triggered something deep within you to acknowledge within yourself. It can get a little trippy when you start thinking of relationships this way but it’s really a way for the mind to acknowledge itself through energy.
it sounds like it also triggered a past wound from your childhood, this is something you merely need to let go of through acceptance because it is a part of your past not your present.
Also if you feel this person is coming soon in your future, also realize that they are with you in your present reality through the connection within you.
Really i think this was an occurrence where your higher self was just winking at you, if you know what I mean :)
kushandwizdom